In memory of Olivia Chong

Olivia... Can't really remember how long we knew each other... It was in tarc channel in MIRC chatting room. It was like we spoke to each other using plain text for a few times... And yet, for the passed 12 years, she was my only cyber sis that I always meet up from time to time. And as we got to know each other better, we found so much in common between both of us.

We went through a lot of good times and bad times together. I last spoke to her over the phone 2 weeks ago, and I met her on msn about 3-4 days back we were still talking about my trip to KL next month.... I can't stop thinking about her, she was really a lovely girl. To me, she is really like a family member. Whenever I had the chance to goto KL, we will meet up for a tea, a meal or even a few beers. We both had so much in common, we enjoyed the same food, drinks, movies, music, and even using the same model of handphone without knowing each other is actually using that one already.

Today afternoon, her bf sms me about this. I was in shock... I went knocked out for a moment... Was that a joke? It can't be, it's not 1st of April, I double checked my handphone and watch to make sure I was reading it right. I was working, it was like everything had just stopped. I just couldn't think properly. I rushed out from 1 of my outlet and went into my van. I called her number. Steve(her bf) picked up... In my mind, there is a voice saying this is not right, no no no...

After a short talk, I knew I have to face it. I feel sad, yes I am... I continued working til just now. And now I am still looking at her pictures, I had to admit that this is the first time ever I had actually feel the pain, the sadness within...

Dear sis, I really miss you. And I always will. I missed those good time we had together. I missed the feeling of calling you up and talking over the phone. I missed those moments we went for movies together, moments we went for good food, moments we went for a good cup of coffee or tea, moments we went for good parties. I really wish if there is a second life, let's be brother and sister again. I hope perhaps when it is my time, I will see you again...

Love,
Fox aka Jack